I feel so torn. I’ve never been in such a situation like this in ever and my gut feeling isn’t showing this time around. I don’t know what to do. I feel so alive. I have had the best brought out in me yet I know someone will be hurt. I hate hurting people, but this time I cannot avoid it unless I walk away altogether.
My last few days have been extremely odd…I feel like something will surely have to fall apart soon.
I am absolutely…lost for words.